I have known Jarrod since I was 16. He was 18 or 20 but who really cares?? He lived in San Fran and I didn't ask where or why... I adored him, kissed him, lied in bed with him, and thought he was the best thing ever... We didn't have sex 4 the 1st ten years I knew him,(Mom u should b proud!) He was such a gentleman but also very lost. I knew him as much as he would allow, and what i saw was beautiful & soft & self destructive. I am so devastated 2 hear of his demise, i don't know what 2 say or how 2 cope. It breaks my heart 2 know that so many of us are destined 2 fail in a world full of "winners." Jarrod, if yr listening- U MEANT SOMETHING 2 ME & I THINK YR A PUSSY BUT I LOVE U ANYWAY =D Empathy and sincerity are the best u can expect.